July 2012
wait a second!
Wait a second! One of the other dancers is this girl who I thought was younger than me, at the most maybe my age. Really pretty, actually more beautiful. She teaches the beginner tap class and stuff. Anyway I just found out that she’s a beauty contest winner and a beauty rep… for 40-something “adult” women of beauty! WTF!  Yeah, go adult beautiful women!  She’s a...
Jul 30th
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what?
Not sure what’s up, but my man’s baby mama actually SUGGESTED that I go camping with her kid.  What the fuck. Kind of weirded out by that. Gotta man up to my step-mom duties I guess.  What’s the protocol. Should I at least acknowledge her existence and maybe send her a nice message of some sort? Because so far I’ve just sort of pretended she doesn’t exist.
Jul 30th
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3amorion replied to your post: a first did they have spiderman or transformers or something cool like that on them? because otherwise that’s just kind of, wut. You mean his underpants? Haha, no, it’s because there’s some running joke where you shout PANTS and everyone gets excited and someone shouted PANTS and he held up this weird huge stuffed doll he carries everywhere with him...
Jul 30th
a first
no energy to blog, which might be a first for me. boyfriend’s hyperactive son tried to show me his underpants over skype just now. I’m fricking TIRED!  gonna watch Breaking Bad and pass out. While pretending to get some work done.
Jul 30th
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Jul 29th
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coming together
I think (knock on wood) that my foot might just be actually almost better. Either that or I did an amazing job taping it up today before rehearsal. By the way the play is coming together really well. I think it’s going to be okay. I mean I’m not super happy with what I do, but I think it’s okay. I work at night, so the weekday rehearsals are kind of kicking my ass, but I guess...
Jul 29th
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Shit my friend said with a completely straight...
Me: (watching friend take my liquid eye liner and draw a weird shape on his face) What's that?
Friend: It's a triangle.
Me: If you wear just a weird patterned suit jacket, you look like an 80s magician.
Friend: But I want to look like an 80s magician.
Jul 28th
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“Happy birthday to the Love of My Life and the Woman of My Dreams!”
– My friend’s father posted this on his wife’s facebook page. It was just so sweet! They’ve been married forever!
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Jul 27th
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better
This whole week was one long hangover, one long argument with my boyfriend, one long bout of procrastination and falling behind on my work. In short, this week SUCKED. Next week, which starts off with a nice big rehearsal, Will Be Better. Gonna go pay my rent now. I made a lot of money off of my various jobs this paychecks, it’d be nice if I can keep it up a little longer. Judging from...
Jul 27th
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Jul 26th
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new friend
There’s a new girl at work, she’s so funny! I think we’re going to be friends. I asked her if she had a boyfriend or a family. She said she’s married with a three year old. She asked about me, I said I have a boyfriend with a kid but none of my own, and he’s in Tokyo. She said “he’s a really great guy to let you go to school here in Osaka.” Haha! I...
Jul 26th
PS...
I was going to get some work done when I got home, but fuck it.
Jul 26th
too much effort
Suddenly everything, even waking up in the morning, seems like too much fucking effort. I’ve got all this freelance work. Can’t be bothered. Of course, I’ve got this thesis. Fuck it. This play I’m dancing in. It’s next week so we have dress rehearsals and run throughs and I can’t make it to the first dress rehearsal, I had to reschedule my video job for...
Jul 26th
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adamukun replied to your post: getting scolded Your job doesn’t sound easy at all to me w hours dealing w gross dudes and ppl getting judgy. Translation now that’s an occupation u fall into Yeah it is hard. I guess what I meant by easy was that I’m used to it and it’s easy to get the work and do it. Suddenly doing something different would take effort. Maybe if I loved him enough...
Jul 26th
getting scolded
boyfriend bummed out at me. gonna get scolded when he has a break in his schedule later on this afternoon. I’m just coming out of a killer hangover cloud and just barely managed to tackle my emails and put some work fires out. I wish… well I wish a lot of things. I wish I had a money tree that grew 10,000yen bills. So I only had to work to feel fulfilled and challenged and to grow....
Jul 25th
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matsuri
Went to Tenjin festival today with my friend, it was fun. I had to take millions of pictures of her. Then she took a million pictures of me too, it’ll be fun to see how they turn out. She lives in uptight Kyoto so she was having so much fun because Osaka people are so funny and laid back. Like, these two guys in matsuri uniform just came right up to us and were like, “let’s take...
Jul 24th
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Jul 24th
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yukata
Kitashinchi girls are all in yukata right now. Including us in our little club. When mama puts my yukata on, it’s a chance to talk about some shit which is cool because we never have a chance to just be stuck with each other to talk about random stuff otherwise. She asked about my school, talked about how a student got stabbed today, how she hates studying so she couldn’t go to...
Jul 24th
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WatchWatch
Episode 107! I swear he lives in that shirt and hat right now. Check their tumblr page too, y’all.
Jul 23rd
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old lady
My man calls his son “the boy.” He calls me “the girl.” I guess that means that the day we ever have a daughter will be the day I am demoted to “the old lady.”
Jul 23rd
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riyality asked: So it's hot and super sunny. Are you the kind of girl who wears a scarf and arm length gloves and a big hat when she rides her bicycle in the sun? Asking because you have great skin and stuff! I use sun screen and a hat, but I go out in t-shirts! My feeling is why protect your skin so much when you are supposed to enjoy wearing cute t-shirts and stuff... but I might be making a grave mistake!...
Jul 18th
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don't forget
Last day of class baby, woohoo! All day yesterday I was scared I’d forget to go to class today, but so far I’m remembering. It’s very hot and when it’s not it’s raining and steamy, so who gives a shit about summertime, I’m HAPPY to be stuck inside for three months writing my thesis. Autumn and winter kick ass! (that’s just me doing reverse psychology on...
Jul 18th
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old
Johnny Depp seemed forever cool and immune to looking stupid. Even though he’s 50, he just seemed like he’d be cool forever, and that made ME feel kind of young too. Nothing makes you feel old like your teenage crushes becoming bald and sad. Well guess what, I guess Johnny Depp is just a man, because he’s looking real sad and old after leaving his wife and hooking up with a...
Jul 17th
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phew
Today was the last day of of this class. I just have one more class left on Thursday, and I’m done. Except a final report, but I’m going to do something that I’ll incorporate into my thesis, so it’s not even extra work. Phew. There’s a new dumbass bitch at work. She managed to say to a 3rd generation zainichi korean customer that she doesn’t like korean guys....
Jul 17th
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how it's going to be
I am so over this semester, I feel like it’s over, but it’s not. Unfortunately I have class tomorrow. Totally retarded. My head has already moved on. Ankle acting up again! What the fuck. I just can’t do so many things because of it.  It’s really tough to have to focus and have no life when every time you look all social networks are full of people enjoying the summer and...
Jul 16th
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Jul 16th
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euro
People ask me what my real hair color is, I say dark brown/black, and then they ask me why I dyed it. Last time someone asked I said because it looks cool. It’s like they’re implying that I’m trying to pretend like I’m totally foreign, or I don’t have pride in my roots (literally!). Can’t help my face, it’s pretty euro-looking.  I can’t sleep....
Jul 15th
ASTROLOGY SURVEY!! REBLOG WITH YOUR ANSWERS!
secretsofthezodiac: 1)What is your Sun sign? Scorpio 2)What’s one thing that bugs you about your Zodiac sign & one thing that you love? bugs me: I hold grudges love: I am loyal to the end!  3)What is your Moon and Rising Sign?* moon: capricorn rising sign: scorpio 4)What is your favorite Zodiac sign and why? sagittarius, because they’re sexy! 5)How did you become interested in...
Jul 15th
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read!
Okay, well today was a waste. Well it wasn’t completely, I finished some freelance work, went to the rehearsal, went grocery shopping, and… that is all I did on this very productive sunday. but tomorrow, I will wake up early, and just READ! Read like my life depends on it. And tackle my (hopefully, one prof hasn’t said exactly) last week of classes! guess I’ll clean my...
Jul 15th
Rehearsal wiped me the fuck OUT today.  One of the actors is kind of fat, and again they had to do some dancing (same dance we taught them last week), and man he looked like he was dying! Sweating so much. Dancers aren’t all skinny by any means, but I guess they’re never really fat like that. At one point we had to “fight”, each dancer girl fights three actors. The dudes...
Jul 15th
wahine-yo replied to your photo: Icing my ankle again. It’s the attack of the never… Omg that ankle just won’t heal! I know, if you ever hurt yourself, don’t hurt your, whatever it is that I hurt. I’m just used to it now, maybe it’s just a bad ankle that I have to deal with forever. Doc DID say that to “fully” heal it’ll take a year. But I kind of...
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Jul 13th
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beach
Weather’s so nice (when it’s not raining). Well it’s not nice, it’s hot and humid. Perfect for the beach. I want to go to the beach! I’m stuck with all this translation work and my thesis. Probably will be all summer. I’ll go to the beach next week! My man’s coming, so it better not rain! Bikini ON! Suntan ON! Even though there’s only one day we...
Jul 13th
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why
I’m taking another class with that dance teacher from Friday. On Monday night. Something about her made me feel like she’s about as close to a drag queen as you can be. Just awesome but powerful. And super tiny. Halfway through class I suddenly thought, “wait, is she a man?” And then I thought, “who gives a shit, she kicks ass!” She kept saying things like,...
Jul 13th
ListenOh fuck it, don’t have spotify. This one...
Jul 13th
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ListenWho remembers this song? It’s a good one!
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